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Yay, changes.
Personal=

Name: Meaghan
Age: 16
Favorite type(s) of music: rock, metal/rock, country
Favorite singer(s): Three Days Grace, Evans Blue, Breaking Benjamin
Favorite color: purple, black, blue, silver
Favorite Food: macaroni & cheese or fishsticks
Favorite 5 or less letter word: pup
Favorite 6 or more letter word: loyalty
What song are you THINKING about: "Never Too Late" - Three Days Grace
Have a boy/girlfriend: No
Have a crush: In a way
Favorite #: 666
Fav. NASCAR driver: don't like sports
Ever been bullied: Of course

What would you do if=

The world was about to end: say what I needed to say
You flunked your best class: be convinced there was a mistake
Your best friend died in a crash: Not entirely sure
Someone asked you out: If it was a friend I had an interest in, I'd consider it. I hate random people hitting on me.
You lost at a contest unfairly: Not care
You had a choice between die or kill: depends on for what reason/purpose
Someone stole your remote control: Go on the computer


More On Music=

Favorite Love Song: "Gone Forever" - Three Days Grace
Favorite Party Song: don't have one
Favorite Cheatin' Song: ...
Favorite music channel: Fuse
Favorite radio station: anything that plays what I like


Celebs=

Celebrity crush: Had one on Elijah Wood awhile ago.
Favorite movie: Lord of the Rings/Identity/Underworld : Evolution
Last movie you watched: Underworld : Evolution
Favorite award show: Golden Globes two years ago


TV=

Fav. reality show and would you ever be a contestant: Don't waste my time.
Fav. comedy: The Simpsons
Fav. actor/actress: Jared Padalecki from Supernatural. <3 that show.
Fav. cartoon: Eh...don't have one anymore


Random=

Fav. Comedian(s): Ryan Stiles or Colin Mockery...maybe Brad Sherwood
Fav. season: Winter
French or Spanish: Spanish
Pie or Cake: Cake
Favorite Animal: Wolf
Fear: Eh...I'm not really sure. It used to be losing Josh, but when I lose someone I love, my mind kicks in and I get to delude myself with fiction. <3
Dream Career: writer/mother/wife
Fav. video game: Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas
Fav. subject: English
Least Fav. subject: Bio...mainly because of the teacher
Best friend: Eh...Alyssas C & B...depends...all my friends are my best friends for something...like James, who I can talk to extremely candidly, or Alex, because she gives the best advice, etc. You get the idea.
Worst Enemy: Depends on the moment.


I got colder...haha...
Since March 17, 2005, I've gotten colder. I posted this before, and I was 75% winter...now I'm 95%... XD

You scored as Winter. You are WINTER. You're more introspective, thinking deeply, feeling deeply. You love nothing better than to enjoy one on one time with those who are important to you. You are cautious, and sometimes second guess yourself. Dreams, though you have them, are a luxury, because life is not a plaything.

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Winter

95%

Fall

75%

Spring

40%

Summer

35%

What Season Are You?
created with QuizFarm.com



Okay...really awkward...
I haven't been on here in ages. I've been using MySpace....www.myspace.com/redwolfhuntress , if you care. But I wanted to post something, and they're down right now...I'll copy this later.

I have this weird thing with people over the internet. Usually people I don't know, or don't wish to know, or at least talk to. I haven't been on AIM in almost a week because I'm avoiding someone...I'd block them, but they're a family member...supposedly. But this boy messaged me on YouTube asking me to be his online girlfriend...for one thing, I HATE random people hitting on me. He knows nothing about me other than that I make pretty good FFVII:AC AMVs, that I can type almost perfectly with my elbows, and that I'm a grammar freak. And yet, though this bothers me to no end, I felt guilty just blocking him...I will eventually. I always do...it reminds me of this guy on AIM...this guy found me through a site I write for. He lied to me about his age, turned out about 6-8 years older than he said (claimed he was 16). I enjoyed talking to him for awhile, then he started trying to get me to give him my address so he could meet me, and I told him no. He accused me of being his ex-girlfriend and went nuts on me, told me he was going to kill himself, and signed off...I can't tell you how guilty I felt, but I hit the block button and haven't spoken to him since, but I know he didn't kill himself because I check occasionally. I won't talk to him again, because he kind of scared me, and I don't like to be scared. I was only 14 at the time, because I was going out with Josh, and it was when we had just started. So...I'm never going to do a repeat of that. It's funny. I can take anything in real life, and I'm a completely different person over the net if you haven't met me in real life, or if I don't know it's you. I'm very aggressive as far as RPing goes (roleplaying), and I do mean aggressive...I like to appear older than I am. Truth be told, this whole thing is one of the reasons I abandoned this journal for a VERY long time. >< Not only had my frame of mind changed, but also someone had read it who I did NOT want reading it. >< I feel like a coward, but that's kind of funny, because I know I'm not...I just don't know why I feel guilty. I feel guilty for a lot of things I shouldn't, apparently.


Wow....
Stole these from fondued_jicama, I think. Just...wow.

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||| 30%
Stability |||||||||||| 46%
Orderliness |||||||||| 36%
Empathy |||||||||| 36%
Interdependence |||||| 30%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 43%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Artistic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Religious |||| 16%
Hedonism |||| 16%
Materialism |||||||||||| 50%
Narcissism |||||| 23%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Work ethic |||||| 30%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 63%
Conflict seeking |||||||||| 36%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||| 56%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 50%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 70%
Wealth |||||| 23%
Dependency |||||| 30%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 63%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Individuality |||||||||||| 50%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 43%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 63%
Food indulgent |||||||||||||||| 70%
Histrionic |||||||||| 36%
Paranoia |||||||||||||| 56%
Vanity |||||| 23%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 43%
Female cliche |||||||||| 36%
Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
personality tests by similarminds.com

trait snapshot:

introverted, secretive, messy, depressed, does not like leadership, somewhat nihilistic, observer, does not make friends easily, unassertive, feels invisible, feels undesirable, hates large parties, does not like to stand out, leisurely, suspicious, submissive, abstract, unpredictable, intellectual, likes rain, likes the unknown, negative, weird, not a risk taker, unadventurous, avoidant, strange

~Stability results were medium which suggests you are moderately relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.

~Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

~Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.

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I can't believe how good this was. Very very accurate.



~Me & Josh's Compatibility~

Enneagram Compatibility Test
Type 1 Perfectionism |||||| 30%
|||||||||||| 50%
Type 2 Helpfulness |||||||||||| 46%
|||||||||||| 42%
Type 3 Ambition |||||| 22%
|||||| 26%
Type 4 Sensitivity |||||||||||||||||| 74%
|||||||||||||||| 66%
Type 5 Detachment |||||||||||||| 58%
|||||||||||||||| 70%
Type 6 Anxiety |||||||||||||||| 70%
|||||||||||||||| 70%
Type 7 Adventurousness |||||||||||| 50%
|||||||||| 38%
Type 8 Hostility |||||||||||||||||| 74%
|||||||||||||||| 62%
Type 9 Calmness |||||||||||| 46%
|||||||||||||||| 42%
scale key - you |||||| them ||||||
Your type - 8, Their type - 6
Your overall similarity is 84%.
Your overall complementarity is 77%.
Take Free Enneagram Compatibility Test


*drools*...I think that's good...

Brain Lateralization Test Results
Right Brain (70.8%) The right hemisphere is the visual, figurative, artistic, and intuitive side of the brain.
Left Brain (29.2%) The left hemisphere is the logical, articulate, assertive, and practical side of the brain
Are You Right or Left Brained?(word pair test)
personality tests by similarminds.com

Left brain dominant individuals are more orderly, literal, articulate, and to the point. They are good at understanding directions and anything that is explicit and logical. They can have trouble comprehending emotions and abstract concepts, they can feel lost when things are not clear, doubting anything that is not stated and proven.



Right brain dominant individuals are more visual and intuitive. They are better at summarizing multiple points, picking up on what's not said, visualizing things, and making things up. They can lack attention to detail, directness, organization, and the ability to explain their ideas verbally, leaving them unable to communicate effectively.

Overall you appear to be Right Brain Dominant

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According to Darwinian theory, optimal evolution takes place with random variation and selective retention. The evolution savvy individual will try many different approaches when faced with a problem and select the best of those approaches. Many historical intellectuals have confessed their advantage was simply considering/exploring/trying more approaches than others. The left brain dominant type suffers from limited approaches, narrow-mindedness. The right brain dominant type suffers from too many approaches, scatterbrained. To maintain balanced hemispheres, you need to exercise both variability and selection. Just as a company will have more chance of finding a great candidate by increasing their applicant pool, an individual who considers a wider set of options is more likely to make quality decisions.

...I knew that.

Personality Disorder Test Results
Paranoid |||||||||||||||| 66%
Schizoid |||||||||||||||||| 78%
Schizotypal |||||||||||||||||| 78%
Antisocial |||||||||||||||| 66%
Borderline |||||||||||||||| 62%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 46%
Narcissistic |||||| 30%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 50%
Dependent |||||||||| 38%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||| 42%
Take Free Personality Disorder Test
personality tests by similarminds.com


Test Note: Read the descriptions below to avoid misinterpreting test results (for example, the Antisocial classification does not mean you are a loner, it means you tend to be insensitive towards others).
General Note: the validity and reliability of DSM personality disorders are still lacking in strong statistical evidence and clear agreement in the scientific and medical community. They are determined by the American Psychiatric Association and will likely be revised in the future.
Author Note:I don't think Schizoid personality is a valid disorder (read), some of the smartest people in history were schizoid because they occupied a remote end of the intelligence bell curve. Schizotypal personality can encompass highly original thinkers as well as totally insane people so I think it's a flawed type. I think the remaining eight disorders are generally valid.


Disorder Info

Eccentric Personality Disorders: Paranoid, Schizoid, Schizotypal



Individuals with these disorders often appear odd or peculiar.

Paranoid Personality Disorder - individual generally tends to interpret the actions of others as threatening.

Schizoid Personality Disorder - individual generally detached from social relationships, and shows a narrow range of emotional expression in various social settings.


Schizotypal Personality Disorder - individual is uncomfortable in close relationships, has thought or perceptual distortions, and peculiarities of behavior.



Dramatic Personality Disorders: Antisocial, Borderline, Histrionic, and Narcissistic



Individuals with these disorders have intense, unstable emotions, distorted self-perception, and/or behavioral impulsiveness.

Antisocial Personality Disorder - individual shows a pervasive disregard for, and violation of, the rights of others.

Borderline Personality Disorder - individual shows a generalized pattern of instability in interpersonal relationships, self-image, and observable emotions, and significant impulsiveness.

Histrionic Personality Disorder - individual often displays excessive emotionality and attention seeking in various contexts. They tend to overreact to other people, and are often perceived as shallow and self-centered.

Narcissistic Personality Disorder - individual has a grandiose view of themselves, a need for admiration, and a lack of empathy that begins by early adulthood and is present in various situations. These individuals are very demanding in their relationships.


Anxious Personality Disorders: Avoidant, Dependent, Obsessive-Compulsive



Individuals with these disorders often appear anxious or fearful.

Avoidant Personality Disorder - individual is socially inhibited, feels inadequate, and is oversensitive to criticism

Dependent Personality Disorder - individual shows an extreme need to be taken care of that leads to fears of separation, and passive and clinging behavior.

Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder - individual is preoccupied with orderliness, perfectionism, and control at the expense of flexibility, openness, and efficiency.

...YAY, I WIN! *cackles evilly* Bwahahahahahahahahahaha!


...*stunned* Damned government...



Done...
I love this colour scheme. I'm going to keep it for awhile. Ta for now.


Going Under...
Now I will tell you what I've done for you
Fifty thousand tears I've cried
Screaming, deceiving, and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me...
(Going under...)

Don't want your hand this time, I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily, defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reach the bottom
(I dive again...)

I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under

Blurring and stirring; the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real -so I don't know what's real-and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again

I'm going under
(Going under...)
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through

So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep
Going under

I dive again...

I'm going under
(Going under...)
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through

I'm going under
(Going under...)
Going under...
(Drowning in you...)
I'm going under

-Going Under
Evanescence


Quizzie....
It's been a long time since I've taken one of these. My addiction wore off...

You scored as Winter. You are WINTER. You're more introspective, thinking deeply, feeling deeply. You love nothing better than to enjoy one on one time with those who are important to you. You are cautious, and sometimes second guess yourself. Dreams, though you have them, are a luxury, because life is not a plaything.


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