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Forget what we're told, before we get too old...
I feel like I am so full of something that needs to come out. I feel like something good is going to happen soon. The only problem is that I am very impatient. COME TO ME NOW GOOD THING.
I will never be a freshman again...
Hello everyone!
I like to keep my livejournal entries monthly at the least, so voilq; I give you the inside of my head.
I have two jobs I didn't have before!!! I started working at Bath & Body Works in the NS Mall earlier this month, and I also just got hired by Barnes and Noble, which I am extremely excited about. My boss is British, how much fun is that? I am excited about these employment opportunities because I need the money badlyyyyyy.
In other news, I will be attending the MERHS prom tomorrow, with my lovely e****t Autumn Gillette. It was a last minute honor bestowed on me soon after I arrived home from college, and I am very excited; not only because I officially have the best date ever, but because I get to make use of my ballgown once again.
Every day I am reminded how much I love being home with my family and friends, and every day I am reminded of the benefits of college. It's a very strange thing, considering how frightened I was to go off to Ithaca last year, and how excited I already am about my return. That isn't to say I'm having a terrible time here, or that I want to go back soon. I think I definitely need this time with my Massachusetts kids, and not a day less. But having two lives is weird, which I guess a lot of you already know.
In any case, I am making macoroni and cheese for myself and have to go now.
See you laterville,
Amanda Elizabeth Kehoe
Or better yet, I'll wear shades on sunless days...
Hello one and all,
Homework doesn't really seem to be happening right now, and that's okay, but I'm hoping writing this journal entry will put me in a somewhat more efficient state of mind.
Life is good here, I've been done with the films for a little while now, crew has slowed down because the show started previewing tonight, and I am pretty much officially a double major in Spanish and Drama. That's kablamo! You know what else? I'm enjoying a nice little snack of chocolate-free trail mix and coffee that I made right here in my room. Isn't that fascinating? I really am a most strange and extraordinary person.
On another note, school is almost over, and I will be returning to my beautiful people who live by my beautiful ocean quite soon. I miss you all so much (especially those I haven't seen since January, AH JANUARY!!!) The problem, as I have often pointed out before, is that at this point in my life it doesn't really matter where I am, I will always be missing people terribly. This of course is not solely a problem, I'm glad I have people to miss, but I'm allowed to whine once in awhile.
I always miss my family so much here, it's ridiculous, I never thought I would to this extent, but I do. I rememeber being home for spring break, and asking myself why I wanted to come back to that madhouse. It really can get pretty dramatic, but at the end of the day I guess that's partly what makes me one of them. What upsets me the most is that I am missing really important parts of the growings-up of my siblings. I mean, my little brother is remarkably bigger and more intelligent every time I see him, my sister is just about to graduate from 8th grade (and the Waldorf School), and continues to get more mature, vivacious, and beautiful every time I go home, and my other brother is a junior in high school, a really important age because of the commencement of the college-searching process, and on top of all that he's writing a freaking book! He's a smart kid too, inborn smart, not the kind of smart you get from studying and effort (like me), I wouldn't be terribly surprised if he actually went somewhere with this thing.
Roar. Okay, maybe not roar, more like *sigh*.
Alright my laddies and gallies, I think I will actually try to read some Kant now (YESSSS!!!!!).
xoxo
Amanda Elizabeth Kehoe
YAY!
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Get down girl, go head get down.
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Hey everyone,
I haven't updated in a very long time and I'm a little bored so here we go.
What the crap am I listening? I must have been a very weird mood when I downloaded this song. I'm not even going to tell you what it is, it's far too embarassing.
Good, now it's changed.
So what's up? I'm doing pretty well, I'm in kind of a funk but it's okay, I always pull myself out in the end. I sometimes wish things were a whole lot easier than they seem to be. I'm always saying and thinking that things in general are so complicated, but maybe that's not really true and I'm the one that makes them so. In fact I'm almost certain that this is true. But then again I don't know what I'm supposed to do, I mean, to make things easier. Should I just let things happen naturally instead of always trying to have the upper hand and make things happen (or just willing them to happen very very hard but not really doing anything about it)? What am I even talking about at this point? Excuse my rambling, I can't say I don't mean it though.
Sorry that wasn't very uplifting, but it just came out. College is going pretty well. I have lately begun thinking about the summer and while I am very happy that I won't be having school for awhile and will be with my beautiful friends and family, I also think it's going to be pretty strange. College is hard because I have a tendency to get attached, and as much as I insist that I am fine with change, I'm really not. I like things to continue when they are going well, and that's not really an option when you go to college in a different state than you officially "live". Yeah I like rambling, so what?
So yeah, I'm going to go now that I've succeeded in confusing you and making you think I take mad drugs. It really was my plan all along.
Night night darlings,
Mandy
At least I'll have tangoed at all...
Today I feel pretty good. I got up with no one in the house, ate a bagel with cream cheese and drank a gigantic cup of coffee, and watched Rent because I got it for my birthday. I didn't expect it to be that great because of all the pop scene hype, but I really enjoyed it. Then I took a bubble bath, and now I am sitting around in my bathrobe. I know it's probably the "no day but today" inspiration and the coffee buzz, but today I have decided that I am going to take control of my life. When I really think about it, I waste so much time wishing things were different and that I were different, and you'd think I would have learned that I am the only person who can change that by now, but I really don't think it's sunken in. I have all these goals and aspirations that I have continued to accept simply as dreams. It could be laziness, or it could be my practical side coming on too strong, but I think what it really is is fear. I think I convince myself I can't do things because I'm afraid to try and then fail. It's not like this is an epiphany, but I tend to shove this sort of thing under the rug, because that's just the way I am. I don't expect to change overnight, but I also know that I can be very stubborn when I want to, and maybe I should put that to use more often. So I guess sitting here just writing about it in my livejournal isn't accomplishing much. Off I go.
Later my loves,
Amanda E. Kehoe
P.S.: I'm in Massachusetts if you didn't know. Give me a call.
Up on a hill...
Hello friends and lovers!
Me and my roommate rearranged our dorm room the other day. It looks fantabulous, and the best thing about it is that it is set up in such a way that I am able to lie on my bed and use the computer at the same time!!!!!! Isn't that amazing?! You have absolutely no idea how much fun I am having being lazy.
So...What should I write about? I am certainly glad to be back in crazy Ithaca, even though it's amazingly cold and windy, and I almost died yesterday. I don't care what any of you say, I almost died and that's final. I miss Starbucks!!! I was just thinking about how I would fancy a nice hot peppermint mocha right now, but I have no way to obtain that, so I will have to settle for some Green Mountain coffee instead, which is surprisingly delicious, but not even close to Starbucks.
I'm glad that I have had some free time before classes begin, I haven't gotten much accomplished to be honest, but I don't really have much to accomplish I suppose. Aha! How wonderful is that?
Anyways I majorly need to give myself a manicure, but I don't feel like it, so who knows when that will happen. Anywho, I have to go work on the scarf I need to finish by tomorrow and obtain caffeine. So long!
Love,
Mandy
Start giving me something, a love that is longer than a day...
Guess what? Mandy doesn't feel like going to bed just yet, even though she definitely has woken up at 6:30 every day this week, and even though she is way exhausted, because for some reason my body just doesn't feel tired right now. Maybe it's a mental thing, maybe my head is in a war with my body because it doesn't want to go to bed just yet, it wants to browse facebook a little more, talk on IM a little more, read a little more, and therefore convinces my exhausted carcass that it is actually NOT tired, it wants to plaaaayyy!!!!!!!!
My obsession with Rufus Wainwright is more powerful than ever, and I LOOOOVE IT.
I am going back to college in like 4 daysssss!!!! Bestest thing ever, I need some order in my life. Plus I just want to go home. Or whatever you would call it. I call it home, maybe that means I've adjusted. Well I know I have adjusted, maybe it just means I have adjusted well. Well whatever it means I am SO excited to returrrnnnn!!!!!!!!!!
I'm not sure if this entry is coherent, and I am not going to proofread it like I usually do, I just ran out of things to do on the internet. And here we are! Laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Can you tell I'm kind of LOOPY right now? I would never want someone to have to hang out with me right now, I would a. kill them or b. scar them for lyyyfffeee.
BYE
Tell me, will you make me sad or happy?
Hello,
I am sick, it is disgusting, I feel like a walking germ that can't swallow things. Ewwwwwwwwwwww.
Anyways, yesterday/last night was really fun disregarding my illness. I was really happy to see everyone again, and I'm so glad we can all still have so much fun together.
Ew. I am so disgustingly atrociously sick. I am sick of typing.
Goodbye,
Amanda
This reeling emotions they just keep me alive, they keep me in tune...
Claudia, I know that I am such a copycat for making that my icon, but you inspired me, and you know as well as I do how obsessed I am with that part of the movie.
Hello everyone!
Goodnight,
Mandy
But I know I have a heart like the sea, a million dreams are in me...
First my love match was Harry, now I am most like Ginny. Does anyone see a pattern here? I think I have been subconsciously obsessed for all these years.
Which HP Kid Are You?
And you can't shoot a male, in the tail, like a quaaaaiilllll...
Open iTunes to answer the following. Go to your library. Answer, no matter how embarrasing it is.
How many songs: 699
Sort by song:
First Song: The Clash - 1-2 Crush on You
Last Song: Ben Folds - Zak and Sara
Sort by time:
Shortest Song: Rent Company - You Okay Honey
Longest Song: Phantom of the Opera (movie) - Down Once More/Track Down This Murderder
Sort by artist:
First Song: 10cc - I'm Not in Love
Last Song: Zero 7 - In the Waiting Line
Sort by album:
First Album: D'nell - 1st Magic (I honestly don't know what this is)
Last Album: Coldplay - X & Y
Top Five Most Played Songs:
1) Rufus Wainwright - Grey Gardens
2) Rufus Wainwright - The Tower of Learning
3) death cab - Soul Meets Body
4) Rufus Wainwright - The Consort
5) Rufus Wainwright - Rebel Prince
First song that comes up on Shuffle: Queen - Flash
Find "sex," how many songs show up? 0
Find "death," how many songs show up? 10
Find "love," how many songs show up? 35
Boy is this thing accurate.
Harry Potter
For some reason its not telling you why there is a picture of Harry Potter in my livejournal, but the point is that he my match out of all the male Harry Potter characters. Why can't he come to Ithaca?
When's it my turn, wouldn't I love, love to explore that world up above...
Hello!!!
Presently I am in the library taking a break from my work and hogging one of the precious the computers for my own personal enjoyment. I am going to dinner soon and don't want to do anything else before then. You guys - I saw Saw II last night, it did not make me very happy. I resolved today that I am never ever going to watch scary movies again, it just doesn't go well with me. I had my spurt of braveness with the two Saw movies and now it's over. I don't know what the hell I was thinking, I don't enjoy that sort of movie at all, I get in a constant state of agitation during the whole thing. Sorry that this is really whiney but I just need to vent. Who the hell thinks of this stuff? Honestly, I was about to cry a couple times, I had tears in my eyes and a lump in my throat, who the hell pays for that? I am such an idiot. Anyways it's over, it's done with, I am not even going to get started on the whole Amanda character thing.
My hair is in pigtails right now. It has gotten pretty long, I plan to grow it out. Fun.
College is great for the most part, other than the fact that I have so much frigging work that I want to shoot myself in the face. That's an exaggeration, I wouldn't do that, I am just really frustrated and caffeinated right now. But back to my point, I like college, it is good. I need to be involved in some sort of theatre again. It is going to happen.
Anyways, I am going to say goodbye for now and I hope you will all leave me comments.
Love,
Amandalynne
P.S.: I am coming home in 6 freaking days!!!!!!!
It's become clear to me, but only lately...
Hello!
I take great pleasure in typing, I just thought of that, and that's why I am writing this entry. Jamie Cullum's new cd is AMAZING. I went to bed at 4 last night and woke up at 10, that's probably not good. I need to clean my room today. I also need to do homework, and go to GlamourGals! Last night I watched Beauty and the Beast, that movie is just super, I hadn't seen it in awhile. Did you know that it was nominated for Best Picture the year it came out? It's the only animated film ever to be bestowed with that honor.
Again, Jamie Cullum blows my mind.
Anyhow this was a fun weekend, but like all good things it must come to an end in homework.
Well, I love and miss you kids, I think you guys back at home are the only ones who read this, if not could people please let me know?
(((Amanda/Mandy)))
If she was a blonde I'd tell her go on but Mandy's a brunette...
In the past two days I have downloaded two songs named Mandy. It makes me happy. I am convinced the Citizen Cope one was written about me, except for the part about her being part Vietnamese and Hindu.
Otherwise, yeah, it's about me.
I am having one of those restless days. I wanted to take a nap, and I was really going to, I even put an away message up that says I am taking a nap, but I don't feel like it anymore, I don't think I could. It may or may not have to do with coffee.
I used my laptop for notes during class today. I was made fun of. It was very convenient though.
I need to start eating healthier. But there's so much unhealthiness available to me in the dining halls, it's all their fault.
I am probably going to visit my precious Claudia for the first half of thanksgiving vacation!!!! I cannot wait at all, it's been far too long since I have seen NYC and my best friend.
Well, goodbye, I love and miss you all, or most of you.
Insolent boy, this slave of fashion...
I watched Saw last night, you should all be so proud of me. By the way, thanks for warning me that the clown talks to me in it.
"Hello Amanda"
One day when I am least expecting it I will have a horrible dream about that clown.
And I went to one of the most famous comic book stores in the country yesterday. My life is so weird.
Have a good day.
I want to ride it where I like...
BICYCLE BICYCLE BICYCLE
I saw The Aristocrats last night. Has anyone else seen it? It's absolutely disgusting and shocking, but you should see it. I had fun.
No one is online because you are all asleep or in class. I had no school yesterday and no school today and no school tomorrow!!!! I really wanted to come home and visit you guys, but alas things didn't work out. I am enjoying myself though.
It's so weird here, like 2/3 of the people are gone because of break, only one dining hall is open (the sucky one mind you), and the hours for the "convenience" store are different! Who knew?
Fare thee well, I'm off to make some oatmeal,
Mandy
But me, I am just mesmerized...
Hello!!!
You know what I just realized? Nothing makes me happier than good music does. Not anything, not even people, although I guess you could argue that people make music and that means that people are what make me happiest. Whatever, I think that's a pretty important realization. Ayayayayay, I am in such a good mood right now, just because of music.
Have a lovely day!
An old whore's diet gets me going in the morning...
I think I should start a club called, "We're not worthy" for people who get rejected by theatre companies/clubs on campus/don't like auditioning for stuff. No one will get cut from anything and we will do self-esteem/love exercises and do ridiculous shows. That would be so fun. I am serious. Okay maybe I wouldn't call it "We're not worthy", that's a little harsh, especially if it's a club that is supposed to make people feel good about themselves. If I find people who are interested, I would enjoy that.
Supercalafragalisticexpialidocious!!!!
Hello!!!
I made callbacks for a club musical!!! I needed to advertise that somehow!!!!!! What a beautiful day!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU ALL
Can't expect the world the be your Raggedy Andy...
There is nothing worse than waiting around, not knowing.
Grawww. I think I will go get a cup of coffee and try to take my mind of it for a little bit. Like that'll happen.
Why can't you last...
Okay, so I couldn't decide between Foolish Love and Cigarettes and Chocolate Milk, so I made up a little minute-long medley.
This is how it goes:
I twist like a corkscrew
The sweetness rising
I drink from the bottle
Weeping why won't you last?
Why can't you last?
I'm just a little bit heiress
A little bit Irish
A little bit Tower of Pisa
Whenever I see ya
So please be kind if I'm a mess
Your feedback immediately...
Hello, here are the songs I am considering for an acapella audition. Please comment with your suggestion. They are all by Rufus.
1. Foolish Love
2. April Fools
3. Baby
4. Cigarettes and Chocolate Milk
5. Across the Universe
Thank you for your input.
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